I still miss you dearest, and the loss of my brother and now my little sister Barbie is too much. I wish you were here to talk to, that confident kind voice and no nonsense approach. I pray for you both, my little ones, God the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit lift you up. I know you both loved God. I had a very good talk with Nelson the second last time he called. I wish it was that day again. I would have said so much more. Love you forever, Rachel