Hi Dad,

I miss you very much. Every year I always wish for the same thing: that you didn’t die. My life would be so much better. I know that you would want me to be happy but I don’t know if I can. Mom seems to have a better life than I do. No matter how much I try, I just seem to get myself happy. I always believe that if you were here my life would so much better and wouldn’t always be upset so much. I tell mom that I want to remember my life as I grow up. So far nothing seems worth remembering. My hobbies make me happy but it’s only for a moment. Sometimes I wonder what heaven is like, at least you know. Mom is in Las Vegas right now, can you please go into her dreams and tell her how much you love her and how I feel. I believe she needs it, even more than I do. Everytime you come into my dreams I always feel like something bad is about to happen. Basically I just wanted to say good bye and that I love and miss you very much.

Please go see Mom

Much love from,

Your daughter, Danielle Keur