Condolences
Hello ena I’m just getting confused about family like I wonder who actually my real family it just tough for me and it hard for me but I made it this far without you I’m just I don’t know it just that I don’t know what to do without you it so fucking tough for me none of the family doesn’t even talk to me anymore every since you left even when I tried to talk to them and every since you left half of me went with you and the other half of me is struggling in my darkness deep in my thought I missed you sooo much and I love you sooo much i wish you still around so I won’t be struggling with these kind of shit I wish you never left
hello ena been awhile I think I'm losing myself my mind just going everywhere I don't know what to do since you gone I'm just really losing everything can't believe you left september 17 2021 I'm so alone because you not here ena I miss you so much and I love you so much damn can't believe you gone
Happy Mother's Day ena i love n miss u so much wish u were here i dont know what to do anymore it hurts knowing ur not here anymore i love u n happy mother's day ena love u so much tell koktun i said happy mother's Day to
hi ena-mom happy mother day to you n mom wish you guys were still here but now you just fly high where there is no pain no suffer I'm just going to a rough spot right now with the family's but I'll get through it without you ena-mom I missed you sooo much n I love you soooo much
hey mom i know things are going different right now and I'm changing into my new self instead of my old self so i won't hold the past the reason why I'm changing so I won't hold the past that i use to do when you were around n I'm feeling myself more awake because I'm happy that I'm going Through the right path n I don't need to worry about the past that i been through because i already been through enough and I'm not my old self anymore I'm my new self already and I'm proud that I'm going through the right path and i know for damn sure that dad is soo proud of me for choosing the right path n now that I'm not myself anymore i got something to say to the families I been through so much with this families business n shit you guys don't want me around so the reason why I'm here is because I'm not the some anymore n Darcy I know you don't want me to be here but why do you family really hate to death because if that is a yes then it alright to hate me to death because i don't actually really care cause you know why because I don't actually have feelings for any of you that don't cares for us we don't have feelings for any on you that don't cares for us and also I'm gonna start singing make music and i know for damn sure THAT MY DAD N ENA N THE FAMILY I LOST THEY'LL BE SO PROD OF ME RIGHT NOW FOR DAMN SURE THAT MY DAD WILL LET ME DO ANYTHING WITH MY LIFE N I KNOW HE'LL COME OUT N FIND ME BUT NOO BECUASE HE UP THERE WITH HIS FAMLI7 N I'M THE ONLY PERSON THAT IS SAD BECUASE THEY NOT HERBECUASE THERE IN A BETTER PLACE EVEN WHEN LATE ENA MOM WHO TO BE HERE N YOU GUYS KNOW HOW SHE WAS WHEN SHE USE TO BE IN SO MUCH PAIN BUT IGUESS NOT BECUAE SHE UP THERE IN THAT IS BEAUTIFUL VIEW AND NOW SHE DON'T HAVE TO BE IN PIAN SO BAD SO MUCH N LOOK AT ME MY DAD AIN'T HERE N I KEPTS ON THINGING OF KILLING MYSELF BECUASE I MISS MY DAD SO MUCH N NOW THAT I;M NOT MY OLD SELF MY OLD SELF IS IN THE PAST I DON'T NEED MY PAST ANYMORE IT'S ALL IN TH PASY SO I'M MY NEW SELF WHICH IS MEAN I'M NOT GONNA DO WHAT I USE TO DO WITH MY PAST BUT NOW WITH MY NEW SELF I AIN'T GONNA GO THROUGH IT BECUASE LIKE I SAID I'M NOT MY OLD SELF & I'M MY NRESELF I CHANGED DO ANY OF YOU KNOW WHAT CHAGED MEANS IT MEAN YOU CAN'T FOCUC YOURSLEF CLEAN AFTER YOURSLEF N THAT ALL I'M GONN TELL YOU GUYS N PLUS I GOTTA GO SEE MY DAD GRAVE SO YEAH THAT'S ALL I'M GONNA TELL YOU EVERYONE N IT TRUE EVERYONE I'M GONNA GO TO MY DAD GRAVE ALRIGHT SO IF YOU EXCUSE ME GOTTA GO GONNA MISS YOU MOM N LOVE YOU SOO MUCH MOM
ENA IT'S HARD FOR ME TO LIVE LIKE THIS WITHOUT YOU BUT I GOTTA TRY MY BEST TO MOVE ON ENA~MOM I LOVE N MISSED YOU SOOOO MUCH BUT LIKE YOU SAID BEFORE WE GOTTA TRY OUR BEST N MOVE ON N I GOT KICKED OUT OF THE TRAILER EVEN THOUGH I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING I BEEN HERE FOR THE WHOLE TIME N HERE THEY BRINGING UP BULLSHIT ENA~MOM BUT WHOSCARE I DON'T NEED TO BE AROUND WITH THE FAMILIES NOW SINCE THEY SAID I CAN'T COME TO THE TRAILER SO I GUESS THAT I AIN'T GONNA GO THERE BUT THEY SAID THEY GONNA THING IF THEY STILL WANT ME AROUND OR NOT AND I DON'T CARE ENA~MOM JUST THAT I'M HAPPY THAT I DON'T NEED TO GET INVOLVED FOR THE FAMILIES BUSINESS FOR ANYTHING N PLUS I'M TIRED OF GETTING INTO TROUBLE OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT ENA~MOM SO I'M STAYING OUT OF THE FAMILIES BUSINESS AND I WANNA START A NEW LIFE WITH SOMEONE WHO I LOVED AND I'M HAPPY THAT I'M AWAY FROM THE FAMILIES AND INSTEAD THERE IS ONE FAMILIE MEMBER THAT I CAN ONLY TALKED TO AND IT NANAMOM CUS LIKE YOU SAID WE CAN'T LEAVE EACHOTHER FROM THE FAMILIES BUT I DON'T WANNA BE AROUND WITH THE FAMILIES RIGHT NOW IT'S JUST THAT WE ALL ARE HAVING A HARD TIME BCZ YOU NOT HERE N YOU CAN'T HELP US BUT LIKE THAT TIME WHEN WE ALL HAVE A GOOD TIME WITH YOU ENA~MOM YOU TOLD US ALL N YOU JUST GONNA SAY IT ONCE YOU SAID THAT YOU WENT TO THE DOCTOR APPOINTMENT N WHEN YOU CAME BACK WHEN WE ALL SITTING AROUND THE FIRE SAID THAT YOU WON'T LIVE LONG N HERE IT HAPPENS N FROM THERE WHEN YOU LEFT US ALL I COULDN'T BE MYSELF I WAS REALLY REALLY LOST INSIDE MYSELF N THEN FEBRUARY 10 2022 I FINALLY GOT MYSELF BACK BCZ I COULDN'T LET YOU GO ENA~MOM BUT I KNOW THAT YOUR IN OUR HEART NO MATTER WHAT WE DO OR NO MATTER WHERE WE GO YOU ALWAYS IN OUR HEART ENA~MOM N PLUS I ALMOST GOT MY ASS KICK FROM OLDER BROTHER JESS ENA~MOM N I'M HAPPY THAT I AM BEING HEATHLY N I AM HAPPY THAT I DON'T HAVE TO LIVE WITH THE CRAZY FAMILIES SOMETIMES N I HATE THAT THEY BEEN GIVING ME SHIT AFTER YOU LEFT ENA~MOM BUT NOW THAT I'M AWAY FROM THR FAMILIES I'M STARTING A BETTER LIFE NOT LIKE BEING IN ALL THOSE FAMILIES SHIT BCZ I'M SICK N TIRED THAT THEY KEEP BRINGING ME INTO FAMILIES BUSINESS WHERE THERE'S TROUBLES N SHIT SO NOW THAT I'M AWAY FROM THEM I'M HAPPY THAT NOTHING IS COMING MY WAY N PLUS I'M HAPPY THAT I'M STAYING AWAY FROM THEM BCZ I JUST WANNA HAVE MY GOOD TIME WITH MY LOVE OF MY LIFE ENA~MOM N I AM HAVING A GOOD TIME RIGHT NOW N I'M HAPPY THAT I DON'T HAVE TO GET INTO SHIT LIKE TROUBLES N ALL THAT N I KNOW THAT THE FAMILIY IS KINDA WORRIED ABOUT ME BUT THEY DON'T HAVE TO BE WORRY ABOUT ME LIKE YOU SAID ENA~MOM I GOTTA TRY N BE A MAN FOR MYSELF N I AM STARTING TO BE A MAN BUT I AIN'T REALLY TRYING TO BE A MAN ENA~MOM AS LONG AS I TAKE CARE OF MYSELF N AS LONG AS I DON'T GET IN TROUBLES BUT YEAH THAT WHAT ALL I WANNA TELL YOU ENA~MOM I'LL TELL YOU MORE IN A MONTH OR TWO I LOVEN MISS YOU SO MUCH
Ena i miss you so miss i don't really know what to do without you but ena im trying my best to move on n move forward without you ena i love n miss you so damn much im trying to keep the famlies happy and all and i promise you that no matter what ena and its hard for me to get over you but i gotta remember that you always in our heart no matter what ena just hard for me not seeing you around and also i gotta keep that promise that you told me so im keeping it in my heart and hope to see you soon aging ena love n miss you soooo much can't believe your gone to heaven ena
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