✝️ had my first dream you were there. I thank you I miss you and I love you.

kessler, a week before your passing, little did we know everything would be different. always hard during this time. everyday i always think about you.. ill never forget you my brother.. i miss you more each day passes without you here. im happy your nolonger suffering. everything still the same, only thing different is we are all growing without you here. love you my brother forever and always, thankful creator gave us a childhood together, ill never forget me and you growing up together.. all our crazy times and funny times with you. till we see eachother again my brother, enjoy your new journey in heaven my beautiful brother <3 love sis

Missing you more brother. Life has changed since you left us.. things dont feel right, and we miss you everyday. Some many things remind me of you, ill forever talk about you.. i miss you brother, i know your watching over us.. xoxo

I was walking around one day, thinking of you and missing you. I am sorry you went away, I cry a little more each day. I pray for you every day. I’ll see you up there again someday.

Xoxo

love you brother.. going on half a year without you.. moms still hurting everyday, im sure you know that. its hard coming on here because i miss you so much.. i spent my whole childhood by your side, so it hurts a little more.. you were my twin and you always will be, i miss you so much kessler.. you are our angel, forever. i will never forget you brother

Brothers, it’s been five lonely months without you.. every time I look at your picture, I still can’t believe you’re gone. Mom is hurting everyday. Give her strength and protect her. We miss you so much. I dream about you all the time, I know you’re still close and near. I love you my brother, I will never forget about you. You live on thru my son, and I’ll tell him one day about how you came on this earth as a messenger and lesson.

Love, sister <3

I miss you so much Kessler, I’m always dreaming of you. I miss you everyday. I still can’t believe you’re not here with us. I loved you so much. Till we meet again my brother.

My Kessy boy, not a day that goes by I don't think about you. I miss u so much. I know your always going to be with us. It's really hard give us the strength. I know your our beautiful angel. I know your in a beautiful place now. And we're stuck here on earth. Til we meet again my boy. I'm always going to be here. Miss n love you lots ...

Missing you more and more.. my heart still hurts. I still silently cry for you, I’ll always have flashbacks of our memory’s together.. I loved you brother, I always wanted the best for you, it hurt me to see you go thru your trials and tribulations when you were here with us, but now you’re happy. Please watch over mom. I know you always wanted the best for mom too, I know you loved mom more then ever. You always had unconditional love for her. Watch over her and let her know you’re happy. Don’t worry about me brother, help and watch over mom and our brothers.. aunty Tracey, Brooke and Floyd. Protect them. Till we meet again brother, rest in paradise<3

Missing you more and more everyday brother. I loved you so much❤️

Good day brother. Missing you today. Even tho I’m busy with the kids, once I sit down or lay down I still think about you, some days are harder then others. I’m glad mason knows your in a better place, and I’m happy we have mason to remind us that you’re in paradise. I dreamed about you last night brother.. thank you for always visiting me.. it’s good to know your still here with me, in spirit. I’ll forever miss you. Every time I come and write to you, I can’t help but to cry. Chad said every since you left us, I haven’t been the same. I told him because a apart of me left with you, and I’ll never be the same.. my brother ask you watch over all of us.. love you and thank you For being a part of my life to teach me a tough life lesson.

one month without you brother. it doesnt get any easier... im not gunna lie, its been a hard month. i think about you before i sleep everynight. i wish you had a better life when you were here. i feel guilty i wasnt there for you i feel angry at everyone who has ever hurt you. i feel at peace knowing you are no longer suffering. time doesnt heal broken hearts, i still feel the exact same way i felt when you left, and i don't think ill ever feel the same without you. the last time i saw you, i knew something was different about you.. i shoulda asked if you were okay.. i love you so much brother, i pray that youll forgive me.. everytime i feel lonely for you, i come here and write to you. it gives me a sense that your here with me, listening. love sister.

Happy heavenly New Years brother. I know there’s no such things as dates in heaven. I went into 2022 thinking about you. Couldn’t help but to cry because it’ll be a new year without you. But you’ll forever be in my heart until we reunite again my brother. May you watch over us, especially mom. She’s needs your protection and guidance. I know you’ll be able to do that for her up above. Love you and miss you everyday of my life.

HEAVEN MUST BE BEAUTIFUL.I LOVE YOU N MISS YOU SO MUCH.FOREVER INMY HEART.

LOVE GRAMS.

Omg !! I dreamt of you n Stacey, Stacey had a white dress n you had your pendleton jacket you 2 were smiling n waving..I now know you are happy n at peace..I shared the story with mom n tracy , mom burst out crying , happy tears n she moves into her unit mid month. Aunty Brooke is really helping me n we are so happy . And the unit is # 16. Mom was so happy today. N I shared my story with Aunty Del at 630 this morning. Aww you 2 were so beautiful.... it brings me great comfort kessy boy. I know you wanted mom out of that unit. She is now gunna move.today was a good day.night is upon us n I'm missing you..love you with all my heart .love gramma.

Geeze Kessler, I miss you so much brother. Last night I had a dream of you. You were sleeping peacefully and you were a young boy. No beard, just the young handsome boy you were. You were sleeping peacefully. And the other night uncle bronchitis visited me too.. I remember you always calling uncle bronco, bronchitis. Today is lonely for me. I just slept most of the day. Now I’m up late thinking about you. Thinking about that New Years when I was dropping you and your buddy off downtown to watch fireworks and I got into a little bumper to bumper. I was crying and you didn’t do much. We just went straight home after that because I was too scared to drive. Or when we would sneak out, smoke and drive to 711 for munchies. You would always buy the best munchies, I’d be hungry, And I would just watch you eat because you wouldn’t want to share until your almost done munching out. Funny times. I miss you so much Kessler. I look at our brother mason and I see a glimpse of you. Losing you Kessler, made me more protective of our brothers. I don’t want anyone to hurt them or do them wrong. I should have protected you when you were here, I feel guilty everyday because I wasn’t the best sister to you. But I know we loved each other unconditionally. I always thought you were cool when we were young, I just never wanted to tell you that. I will continue to talk to you. And when you welcome me at the pearly gates, I’ll ask if you ever got my messages brother. I will always cherish our little time we had together.

Well today, your brother Tristan made your Xmas dinner, he also said the prayer in your remembrance n of course with tears..this is his first Xmas dinner he did all by himself..I carry on everyday without you n looking after all your brothers.Mason told me yesterday that he is happy when he thinks of you n knowing you are with Bronco. Kessy boy came from Bronco , he named you that. As I'm driving I have tears n alot of silent tears. Was at moms today , your friend Ben cried n hug me n he told me with shock. Are uou gramma ? I said yes, why. Boy hetold me kessler always talked about me in good things , I cried, he cried n told me about your skateboarding n you were best friends..happy to have met him..so kessy boy. It was a good day cuz this dinner you wanted in moms place. We all miss you intensly . Rn I can't sleep, it's early , whole house is quiet . I love you so much ..Grams

Kessler, missing you tonight as I lay in bed. Tossing and turning thinking about you. Thinking about how you always tried to do good in life. You’re intentions were pure and you had so many goals and morals. Just thinking about how smart and intelligent you were. You always had goals that you wanted to achieve. You always thought highly of yourself. Thinking about how you wanted to cruise in nice cars and have a nice home. I’m so sorry brother you weren’t able to do that before you left this world, but now none of that matters because you’re in heaven livin your best life. If there was one thing you taught me, is never judge a person struggling with addictions, and mental health. I miss you everyday, I still cry for you everyday. I still can’t believe any of this is true. I still think your here with us. In a perfect world, I would of told you how special you were before you got called home. It feels like it’s gunna be forever until I see you again. Please visit me so I know you’re happy.

Merry Xmas Kessy boy. Had a really good cry as I sit here in our living room. It is 630. My first Xmas without you really hurts. I cried till Danny came in n said . Kessy in heaven , heaven must be beautiful they gained Kessy. O how I miss you.i will never forget you for as long as I live..protect us n as we drive to Edmonton.. love forever Gramma.

Merry Christmas brother. Our first Christmas without you. Our hearts felt empty knowing your not around. We all didn’t feel like celebrating Christmas without you. But we know you would have wanted us to be together because you were such a family guy. You always enjoyed being around family and celebrating holidays. You felt at peace being surrounded by your loved ones. I’m glad you got to spend your last Christmas with us last year. I’ll always remember that Christmas with you. I’ll always remember when we would go skating and sliding, and after grandma would get us hot chocolate. I miss you so much Kessler.. it’s hard to let you go. it doesn’t get any easier and I don’t think it ever will. I hope you have a heavenly merry Christmas. Watch over us, and I’ll talk to you again brother. I’m always thinking of you, morning and night.

Good morning Kessy Boy.

Miss you , love you. I sit here crying , Xmas will never be the same. We will keep your memory alive everyday every year . You left alot of broken hearts, please look after us.

Gramma

Dec 20th 2021, 10:45..

sitting here alone.. watching tv. I can’t help but to think of you brother. I feel like your still here. I still can’t believe you’re gone. I think about you everyday, and every little thing reminds me of you. I was at the mall today, remembering how much you enjoyed shopping and dressing nice. I think about your life, all the hardship you went thru, you truly were a strong person. I don’t think I can ever be as strong as you. Even tho you went thru a lot, you still had a goofy side to you and always tried to make everyone laugh. I’ll forever miss you. I look at baby chad and think about you, because baby chad reminds me of you so much. I wish I picked up that call when you called me from the hospital. I wish you left this earth knowing how much I loved you. I know we always had our ups and downs growing up.. but that’s what brothers and sister do, fight like cat and dog. I can’t face the reality of you not being here but I remind myself you’re no longer suffering, you’re happy and at peace. That’s the only thing that makes this easy.

Sitting here this AM. , it's been 2weeks since you left us. O how we miss you..KESSYBOY. grama loved you so much . Please look over us. I just don't know what to do someday except to sit and look back at out lives..LOVE ❤Grams or grandmother.how you use to call me...

O my kessy boy , missing you as I lay down for bed. I'm crying n my heart so broken. Looked back to the day when you were just a little boy to the day you left me. Please look over us n protect us..o how I'm missing you..loved you so much..love Gramma Marisa

My deepest & heartfelt condolences to Kessler's Family( Marrissa, Danny, Sherry & his siblings & aunts & uncles) Black Horses...Prayers to you all in this difficult time

Condolences and Prayers To the family. May Our Creator be with you all at this difficult time.

Our heartfelt love, prayers and comfort to the family during this difficult time.

Kessler, my brother. I love you so much. I’ll always remember all the memories we had together, we grew up side by side, it was always me and you and it’ll forever be that way. You broke my heart into a million pieces, nothing will be the same without you Kessy. I’m so happy that you’re in paradise, no more suffering. It brings me comfort, knowing nobody can do you wrong anymore. I’ll always remember you as a strong, resilient, humble, respectful, and funny guy. No matter what, you always had a smile on your face. You came on earth to teach us all a lesson, and for that, I’ll forever honour you. Me, Brooke, Floyd, grandma, Tracey, mom and dad Myron love you so much, and now we’ll live for you. I pray that you’ll wrap your arms around mom, and protect her. Your her guardian angel now. Till we meet again, may you Rest In Peace, my handsome baby brother.

And God said... "I know you've always felt different from those around you. I know you've often been misunderstood. I know people have hurt you when you only were walking in your gifts and talents that I have given you. I know your big heart is the reason for a lot of your struggles and pain, as you only want to help others. I know people, places, and things can sometimes seem distant to you. The reasons for these things is because..I created you to stand out, not fit in."