almost 2 months till its been a year without you ade,Its been hard but Im getting there.
I wanna cry every time taylien wears one of your shirts, he looks exactly like you,I miss those adventures we were always on, we’d always have a story to tell,I miss those jokes you’d always make,I miss laughing with you,I miss going to rodeos with you,I miss those late night drives to the store,
I miss watching tv in the living room with you.
so much has happened this year, I got 4 rewards at my grade 8 grad, my name was engraved in all of them! I got 2nd place at the Eagle Resort & Casino powwow,I got baptized, my paintings went up at the art gallery in canmore, i was so happy. but I wish you would’ve been there standing beside me through it all.
I miss riding, but hate the fact you wont be riding along beside me to pick up and to laugh with me whenever I fall off.
I talk to dude whenever he comes around, even if its just a quick hello, he misses you. we all do.
the other day we got 14 bales of hay, 14! can you believe it?!the horses were really happy,they already ate one up.
Im gonna try and work hard with cowboy, I wanna take gramma to Vegas. Its a pretty big goal but I know I can do it. and when I achieve my goal im gonna tell the world “Im here because my papa always believed I could make it!!”lol,you always believed in me.
Miss you lots, love you ade ♥︎
