Steven was the best thing that walked into my life, always telling me I'm "stuck" with him now, that he would never let me go. He told me on a regular basis that if he died that day, he would be dying a happy man. He said with all the crap he got himself into, he still must've done something right to deserve me. I just never thought it would be so soon I would lose him. I always was nagging him, trying to get him off bread, peanut butter, and many unhealthy things; this would annoy him but he always listened to anything I said. He was my machine, or as he said my ox. My heart will always be heavy and a piece will always be missing. I thought we had so much more time......I look forward to the day your arms swallow me up again. I love you