I still think about you often and I haven’t found a real way of comfort when it comes to you, I find it has gotten harder to express or relive this grief. It was suppose to get easier but I feel like I am learning more about you from other people and that makes it difficult in letting go of the sadness, I feel like I am more angry then I was about losing you. I am not sure how to deal with this but I am trying my best to make you proud and taking care of my sisters hoping I can help them too through this. I miss you so much.

Mom i really miss you so much I don’t really remember you as a little girl …just miss you so much mom I (HOPE) you read this …. I see you in my dreams and that’s the only time I get to visit you … when I’m sad, feeling lonely I just pray to you mom I just love you so much my heart is filled with Ur love and you will always be in my heart I love you so much mom wish u were here now …I know u will be soo proud off be succeeding in events playing sports ,getting ribbons, . I do that all just 4 you All i want to say is I LOVE YOU AND I REALLY MISS YOU …love you mom

Love you sister.. <3