hey, my brother i just thought i would type u a little something,,, i been thinkn of u lately more even ever.. maybe its becuz i havent really delt with my pain for u or maybe u just been watching over me., idk im feeling all these emotions and i really really miss uuu. Omg plz brother come visit me in my dreams please. i feel like i need u soo much. i dont have family like to support me, every since everyone in our family started passing away our family started drifting away. but brother i just wanted to let u kno how much i miss uuu !!!! i miss the days when u and me would just pay there and tell ghost storie’s and talk about real hilarious stuff lol i member right before u past away we were talkn about hoe death would be!! well brother i hope ur waiting for me at heaven’s gates when its my turn to come home. i miss u and u dont understand how much i love u!! <3 as i grow and learn from my mistakes and mature the more i morn for u and the rest of our family!!!! well ill get bk to u more aften now that i kno i can exsperice my feelings on here. i keep my feelings barried and i kno thats not good but bro im getting there. im strong i know i can do iit. with ur help i can get past my morning. love uu and missing u eachday<3 until nxt time Jeffray Yellowfly/blackhorse