Dear Dad,
I always thought you would be with me until my hair turns grey,
That you'll correct all the mistakes I've made that made my path astray.
There are so many words I wanted to tell you except the word "goodbye". Now that you've left me, are these tears ever going to dry? There are so many times I wanted to open up to you so I may hear your advice and wisdom. Perhaps, on how to move on without you in my life now and that you are forever gone. For all those times we fought and cried, got hurt and got up, I would never trade it with different memories. Your infinite love will be embedded in my heart and soul for years to come. I may be the most stubborn daughter you ever had but deep down I know how much I am still loved. You are my first hero and first man that I adore. Thank you for the love and patience and so much more.
To my dearest Dad, in all the chaos and noise happening right now, we finally have the silence we were longing for. I always pray that you felt the warmth of my love, and always know how difficult it is to let you go. You took a part of my heart with you and hope that you'll give it back when we meet again in heaven.
For the first night I don't have the chance anymore to say goodnight and tomorrow when I wake up, I will never get to say good morning, please understand that this breaks my heart and shatters my soul. For every time I wish I spent with you, and now all I have is remorse. I cannot turn back time to be with you again, and I am deeply sorry for all the things I've been worse.
I love you forever as my first hero and the first man who filled my heart with love. May you have the peace that you deserve. May the Lord finally grant you peace and no more pain and sufferings.
I love you since the day I was born and until I meet you.
Your daughter,
Sam
