Jan 20, 2021 Love you Fred,

I love you and I miss you so much. You are the toughest, strongest, caring, sweetest and most loving man that exists in any world.

I fall in love with you, everyday, over and over again. You are my true love.

I am who I am because of you. We have our challenges, our stumbles and our disagreements, but as long as we are still together and love one another, nothing else matters. As you always tell me – WE ARE ONE! And always will be.

You are, and always will be, my everything. I LOVE YOU!

Mila, has stepped up big time and has taken over your role of caring for me and keeps her eye on me all the time. She loves you too.

Our girls Melissa and Maria are here, helping out all the time. They love you too.

And Aubrey is being the sweetest little girl possible. She loves you too.

Sam comes by to visit as well. She loves you too.

And Freddie is missing you too – He loves you too.

They all try to keep me busy and distracted, but you are always on my mind, nothing in this world is going to change that.

I LOVE YOU!

I love you, I love you, I love you!

I Love You!

I love you!

I Love you!

I Love you!

I Love YOU!

I love you!

I love you!

I love you!

I know I can’t sing, but I am going to anyway, I know you enjoy listening to me sing and jibber jabber – and you know me – Anything for my Roy

After getting the call from the hospital, we left as soon as we could. At the intersection of Garden Road, Melissa stopped at the red light, and no traffic so we went thru the red light. I asked her to not to do that again, and she said she wouldn’t. Then all the street lights started flashing, like strobe lights. It distracted us enough and calmed us down. We got to the intersection of 16 & 68 and this song started playing: I felt like you were singing to me.

If you told me that you love me, I would feel so proud

If you'd let me hold you honey, I'd holler out loud

I'll never love another even if I can

Well, come to me baby, I'm a one-woman man

Won't you let me, baby, just a-kind of hang around?

I'll always love you honey, and I'll never let you down

I'll never love another even if I can

Well, come to me baby, I'm a one-woman man

I'd climb the highest mountain if it reached up to the sky

To prove that I love you, I would jump off and fly

I'd even swim the ocean from shore to shore

To prove that I love you just a little bit more

Won't you let me, baby, just a-kind of hang around?

I'll always love you honey, and I'll never let you down

I'll never love another even if I can

Well, come to me baby, I'm a one-woman man

If you told me that you love me, I would feel so proud

If you'd let me hold you honey, I'd holler out loud

I'll never love another even if I can

Well, come to me baby, I'm a one-woman man

Won't you let me, baby, just a-kind of hang around?

I'll always love you honey, and I'll never let you down

I'll never love another even if I can

Well, come to me baby, I'm a one-woman man

Come to me baby, I'm a one-woman man

As we were driving into the parkade at the hospital, this song started playing, and I had planned to sing this to you during our visit. This was the last song that I got to sing for you.

I’ll put on my bobby socks Fred

I‘ll Roll up my old blue jeans

There's a band playing down at the armory

That's knows what rock and roll really means

I wanna to ride in your 55 T-bird

Drive thru some old memories

I ain't after your body Fred

I just want you to dance with me

I wanna bop with you Fred all night long

I wanna bop the night away

I wanna make it a night like it use to be

When our hearts were young

And our souls were free

I wanna bop with you Fred all night long

I wanna be-bop Fred til the break of dawn

I wanna bop with you Fred all night long

I got an old photograph in my pocket

We were still in our teens

Lord, knows I feel a lot older now

But you still look the same to me

We don’t ever laugh like we used to

And you don’t want to see me blue

If you ain’t busy tonight and ya think it's all right

This is what I wanna do

I wanna bop with you Fred all night long

I wanna bop the night away

I wanna make it a night like it use to be

Oh when our hearts were young and free

I wanna bop with you Fred all night long

I wanna be-bop you Fred til the break of dawn

I wanna bop with you Fred all night long

Lets twist and shout

Oh, Just like in the good old days

Fred, watch out

You know I just can't stand it

When you look at me that way

I wanna bop with you Fred all night long

I wanna be-bop you Fred til the break of dawn

I wanna bop with you Fred all night

I wanna bop with you Fred all night long

I wanna be-bop you Fred til the break of dawn

I wanna make it a night like it use to be

When our hearts were young

And our souls were free

I wanna bop with you Fred all night long

I wanna be-bop Fred til the break of dawn

I wanna make it a night like it use to be

When our hearts were young and free

I love you!

I love you!

I thought I would also remind you of a couple funny stories from our past.

Like the night I came home from Bingo with my Mom and Dad, and you had some friends from out of town over. As we walked in, you said “This is my wife Lucille and the rest of her F’n family” You could have heard a pin drop. Your friends were shocked. And then my Mom and Dad – started laughing their heads off – probably because you swore and that is not something that you do. And then everyone laughed. My Mom and Dad love you like their own son.

Or the day you were chatting with your Boss and he said that you had to go do a Job at LaSenza. You know the place where your wife buys her underwear. And you said to him “My wife doesn’t wear underwear” Still funny to me.

Or the day Baby Freddie and I were singing a song, and of course we messed up the words, and then you corrected us by singing it for us. We thought you weren’t paying attention to our silliness, but you were.

These moments that are so out of character for you are ours to cherish and still laugh about. A good laugh goes a long way.

Or for our 10th Anniversary you bought me a sign with our names in Neon lights, because when we were teenagers dating, I had told you that I wanted to see my name in lights. You made that dream come true as well.

Or for our 30th Anniversary, when we were out visiting in Manitoba and you serenaded me with the song "The Whiskey Ain't Workin”by Travis Tritt . You sing so well, should have been your day job. And of course, I cried – tears of happiness.

And the time your co-workers described you as mean and unapproachable, totally opposite description of you.

Kind and caring, always putting other people first – that is you. And when you smile or laugh at something I said or did ~ you light up my world.

Mila and I were talking, and as she is going to be 15 in May, I told her that is the age I was when we started dating. She looks at me and says “How are you still together?”

15 year old me and 17 year old Papa – knew that we had found our soul mates. 42 and a half years later – We just love and cherish each other more and more.

Remember when we met for the first time – I tagged along with Dorothy and Clifford to your house. You were there and you showed me the certificate that you won. You were so proud of it. I was too.

Or when we tagged along with Clifford and Dorothy to Pine Creek Beach, and we ran along the shore – just like in the movies or in a tampon commercial – it was so magical. We hadn’t started dating yet, but we would very soon. I started falling in love with you then.

After we started dating and you had to go back to residential school, at the end of the summer, I wanted to go to Dauphin as well. I couldn’t of course, but we got to see each other every weekend.

I know we were really young, and I always felt so safe with you. Before you, I could not stand for anyone to hug me. I still have some of those issues today, but never with you.

Remember the day our love child Melissa was born. I was 2 weeks overdue and was going to be scheduled to be induced for labour. You insisted that I tell my parents that I was having pains, when all I wanted to do was go to sleep. I listened though and we headed to the hospital. I was definitely in labour. 16 hours of labour pains and having you with me thru it all. Then, because I was not dilating and you all had been waiting so long, we all decided that you should all go and get something to eat. It was probably going to be another long night. After you all left – I am not sure what happened but the Doctor decided that I needed to have an Emergency C-Section, SCARY, I had no way of contacting you. I signed the papers and Voila – our bouncing baby girl was born. You all came back and Dorothy ran up to you and my Mom and Dad and told them that about the C-section, all the blood drained out of your faces – but I was OK and Melissa was OK as well. I remember waking up hours later and the first person I saw was you. I told you I loved you, and I still do. When you got home, you told your Mom that you wanted to take care of us always, and you have done a fantabulous job at it!

On the day Maria was born, nothing scary. While being prepared for admission, they were doing some tests to make sure she was ready to be born. I was on a stretcher and people were walking by, I got tired of them looking at me. So I moved to the end of the stretcher. The Nurse freaked when she saw me. She said that I was lucky that the stretcher hadn’t tipped over. Ooops, I had no idea. My C-section was scheduled Nov 18, during the night of the 17th – another woman came in – and bumped me to the next day. I had already signed the papers to have my tubes tied – right after the C-section – I was going to be open anyway. I had to re-sign the papers on the 18th, and I decided I wouldn’t have the tubal ligation done. Maria was born around 8 am Nov 19. Your Dad gave Maria the nickname puddy, although Melissa called her cuddy cat because of the sound of her baby cries.

5 years later. When I became pregnant, while on birth control, we knew the reason, for not signing those papers. Baby Fred was born by C-section after a spring storm with freezing rain. You drove as fast as you could to the hospital to be with me before surgery. The nurse asked you, how bad were the roads, were they really iced over, and you said you hadn’t noticed, you just had to get to the hospital. They were really icy and I am thankful that you made it to me in time.

We only found out that I was pregnant with Freddie at around 5 months, and I remember Dr Joshi using the heartbeat Doppler on me. I thought he was crazy. And he says to me – you are pregnant, I said no I am not, I am on birth control, as we were listening to Freddie’s heart beating. Oh well, Time to prepare for a new baby. From the time we found out I was pregnant the girls and I started talking and singing to baby Fred. Melissa and Maria would be talking and rubbing their hands on my belly and you could see Freddie’s movements as he followed their little hands around. We didn’t know if he was a boy or girl at that time, but we still called him baby Fred. After he was born, when he would cry, all we had to do was say his name and he would stop and look for one of us. I wish I would have done this for all our children. Live and Learn. It was a really good thing he was a boy, Baby Fred as a girls name, wouldn’t have worked out so well.

Remember the time; we took your Mom and Dad to shop in town. Everything went well until we got them back home. We tried everything to get your Moms seatbelt free. Nothing worked – she was stuck. We tried to slide her out – didn’t work – and then finally you got a knife and had to cut her loose. She was so mad, but also relieved that she was not stuck in the car anymore.

Or all the times, I would drive your Mom or My Mom to Bingo then head home to all of you. I would forget to pick them up so many times. The last time I forgot, I got to the Bingo Hall and it was dark. I was like Oh my gosh where are they . . . thankfully they were allowed to wait inside by the Entrance doors. After that, when I drove them to Bingo – I stayed and played Bingo – I was never going to have that feeling again . . . I was terrified. And so began my journey to the dark side. Just kidding, Bingo wasn’t so bad, lots of jibber jabbering going on – I was in my element. And then I would drop my Mom off and then your Mom on my way home – and I after I passed her driveway - she would look at me and ask “Where are you taking me” We would laugh and I would have to turn around at the corner and take her home.

Remember when you and my Dad decided you wanted to go and see the Pacific Ocean, and away you went, took a few days there and back , you both touched the water and called home collect, so we would have a BC Number on our phone bill. I think you brought back a bottle of water and some rocks for Freddie. He sure loved to buy rocks everywhere. On one day when you and Pop were eating breakfast, My Dad says “They didn’t give me any potatoes” and you said to him “What are you complaining about? You don’t even eat them anyway” and my Dad said “But you are paying for them – they should be there”

Remember when you were working in Limestone and I went to spend the weekend with you in Thompson, I didn’t sleep on that long bus ride, and you picked me up from the Bus Depot and we ate – checked into the hotel – you had a baseball tournament and we had to go so you could play with the Limestone Cougars. Then our nephew Charlie found us and wanted to visit for a bit. We did, I just wanted to go sleep – I had been up since the day before – and was exhausted. I convinced you both to go to our hotel room and I slept. The next day was a lot better – I was rested – but it was so cold for June and I had to go to George and Irene’s to borrow a winter coat. That cold. Visited for a bit and then more baseball. It didn’t matter what we did, we were just happy we got to see each other. I Love you.

Or all the times that you would leave Limestone after your Saturday shift and drive home to see us – slept for part of the day, played with our babies, slept again for a bit and then by supper time, you had to head back to Limestone for your morning shift. Another 10 hour ride. I love you.

Or that January day, that I got it into my head that we should still go to the DOTC Hockey Tournament. I had to do a lot of searching to find a phone number to be able to talk to you. I was able to find a contact number and I asked you to come home that day, so we could go to Brandon for the weekend. I never cancelled our hotel reservation. You didn’t hesitate, you said yes. I was so excited – you were coming home! You told your Boss that you were quitting right now and they kept asking you what I said to you. You smiled at them – you didn’t answer – just packed up and came home! We always planned to go back there one day, and we will. I love you!

Remember when we brought Norm to Calgary for baseball, and when Pascal cleaned our windows and made a bigger mess. Now we call that a Pascal job. We dropped him off and headed to Banff. Spent the night in a hotel in Banff, ordered Pizza and when the delivery guy came you were outside and Freddie was laying on the couch, Anita and I were laying on the bed resting. Freddie answered the door and I got up to go and pay for the Pizza, the Delivery guy – was just trying to give me our pizza without paying – he seemed to be flustered because Anita and I were in the same bed. I had to stop him from leaving to pay. The next day we headed to Jasper and I was the navigator – following the map and the signs. We were supposed to take the 93 North and I was so used to following the Number 1 West that I still told you to take that Highway. We were travelling along and came upon a sign that said Welcome to Beautiful British Columbia – Ooops – we had to turn around and follow the signs to get to 93. Still lots of fun though.

Remember our first camping vacation, we went to Niagara Falls with George and Irene and the kiddies. It was awesome, we got to spend so much time together – eat fantabulous meals together, see so many sights. And I still laugh about how we got stuck trying to take our oversize van into the Casino parkade. George had to go lift the bar so that we could back up to get out of there. We found a spot to park on the street and went into the Casino. Didn’t win of course, but we had fun, Irene put a $20 in a machine and boom her money was gone – and of course I thought I would try to help, put my money in and boom it was gone – It was a machine that was 5 or 10 a spin – we left that one pretty quick.

Our next camping adventure was to Banff/Jasper Area with Lee & Sylvia and the kids. We saw a bear going thru the campsites and people chasing it, trying to take pictures. We didn’t, we got into our camper and stayed there until it was gone. There were so many bees, it was so hard to eat campsite meals – but we managed to have a fantastic time. We went to Lynx River (aka Kananaskis) where North of 60 was filmed. Got to visit the Band Office!

Remember when we would get visitors and we got to be tour guides, we never get tired of being in the mountains. Always have to take a towel or two, because I am always going to put my feet in the glacier water. It feels fantastic! Rejuvenating. No matter what the temperature is outside. Our granddaughters appreciate the cold, glacier water as well. They always join me. People just stare at us. Probably think we are crazy, maybe we are but it feels like a healing water. My favourite place to put my feet in the water is Takakkaw Falls. Majestic Mountains and Waterfalls. It started with Sam, any water we found, our feet were in it, then Mila as well, and Aubrey not only put her feet in it – she decided to swim at Emerald Lake. She had a blast and I am sure she will remember it even though she was just 4 years old. If not we have a video, where she says she just going in a little bit, and then said she slipped as she sat down in the water.

The first time we went to the Falls, you decided to do a bit of climbing! Oh my gosh, you snuck away and all of a sudden you were standing on this ginormous boulder. Scary for me, but I knew you were always careful. I took some pictures and then you climbed back down safely. Now each year we do our best to get back there at least once.

When we took Fawn and her boys, it was so enjoyable to watch them, take in the beauty and see their excitement, just running ahead, to get closer. I am sure her boys will remember that trip.

And years ago with Mavis, Elliott and Sydney at Moraine Lake – another beautiful site – and how Sydney snuck away and climbed on those logs and fell into the water. My legs turned to rubber and you ran towards him to help him. Luckily the water wasn’t deep and he didn’t go under the log pileup. He sure was cold when he came out though.

Remember when we went to Winnipeg because you wanted to buy me an anniversary ring. Gosh, we were wasteful with money, but I still treasure that ring, it is so beautiful. Or the time that you and my Dad decided to go look for a blazer for me. Away you went, and you did find one and we went back in a few days to buy it. You are always taking care of me, making sure I never want for anything, and now it is my time to help you in any that I can. I love you!

I loved our vow renewal ceremony for our 25th Anniversary, and now I am thinking why didn’t we do it every year? And then I say to myself, because every day we choose each other and that is like a vow renewal ceremony. It is really all we need, but I still wanted us to do a traditional ceremony for our 40th Anniversary. At Takakkaw falls of course. We were learning more about our indigenous values and traditions, and I felt that it would be so much more memorable and meaningful.

I was looking forward to seeing you with long hair again. I know your hair is not long now, but you were planning on growing it out. Wearing braids YAY!

Remember going to DOTC and my parents going as well. We would watch hockey and I would stroll the promenade looking at all the items for sale. Watch events and play Bingo at least once. Sometimes we would even go to the dance. Mostly we just headed to the hotel to sleep and my mom and dad would go to dry social and dance the night away. We would all meet for breakfast and then we would head out to watch the events of the day. My mom and dad would go back to sleep, as they always enjoyed meeting their friends at the social or watching square dancing, jigging and all the events that were scheduled for the day. We have always been in our own little world, home bodies, just spending our days and nights together.

I always enjoyed watching you play hockey, you just have this way of skating and moving – you made it look effortless – and you played hockey so well. All the hockey tournaments and hockey games we went to. I remember going home from Dog Creek, it was so late, and I was tired, I kept nodding off and waking up, sometimes when I woke up, I would see hockey players skating in front of us. We made it home safely , thanks to you.

Or the time that you played Old Timers Hockey in Winnipeg, and also played with the regular tournament. You have always had energy to spare, and to give it your all. We sat down after breakfast Sunday morning and we talked and decided that we would skip the regular hockey tournament games and head home after the final old timer’s game. I was waiting for you, to head out, and was watching the other players skate around the ice. And what did I see, there you were, skating onto the ice, looking delicious as ever. I was mad, may have uttered a profanity or two, for a bit anyway, and then I realized that you have a strong sense of loyalty and all the younger team members wanted you to play, and it is not in you to let anyone down. You are not a quitter and had played in both divisions of the tournament. I would never want to change you in any way. Although, I was looking forward to getting home at a decent hour and getting some sleep, before we had to work again in morning.

I always thought that I would still be writing these letters and Facetiming you. We have so many good memories to share.

I got to see you again. I got to hold your hand in mine. I tried to pour every bit of love I have for you in that touch. I felt so much calmer and am so excited when I see you. I love and miss you so much. I know I cry a lot, I am just so lonesome, but I am OK, you don’t need to worry about me. We have a love that puts fairytales to shame.

I am always thankful that 15 year old me was smart enough to fall in love with 17 year old you. 42 and half years later, we are even more in love.

Gosh, I sure miss – sleeping with you. My hand or my foot keeps searching for you. My body keeps moving to your side of the bed, trying to find you. I miss our morning hugs, I miss you! I love you!

After Melissa left your hospital room, I was waiting for Samantha to come and say her final goodbye. I was still talking away, wishing this was not real. Wondering how I could ever leave you there. You helped me leave my Pop way back when. I didn’t know how I would be able to leave. I was worried about our girls outside the hospital and knowing how hard losing you was for them as well. I just kept wishing and hoping I would wake up from this nightmare. My heart felt like it was beating outside of my chest, I never knew such pain existed. And then I looked at you again and a feeling of calm came over me, and I knew you were no longer here, I felt a warmth in my heart and it started beating normally. When Sam walked in, I told her that she would have to lead me away, Say her goodbyes and let me know when she was ready. You always told me that I had to be there for our children and grandchildren and you knew they needed me. When I left you, I told you to wait for me, I will come to you when it is my time, I won’t do anything stupid. I will honour your wishes. Thank you Fred.

I keep feeling like you are hugging me, helping me, and I know I will never be alone. I love you! Thank you Fred.

When I was braiding my hair to give you, you snapped the elastic on my hand, I knew that you loved my long hair, especially in braids, I got the message real quick. I am sure this is a tradition that you would have liked to me skip. I told Melissa “Dad didn’t want me to cut my hair, he liked it long. Too bad, he is going to have to accept my gift.”

On Saturday, after we had finished making your arrangements, we got in Vader and Bop started playing. Thank you Fred, I know you will always look after me, and help me thru the hardest times.

On Monday morning, after your feast, as I was getting into Vader a small white feather floated into Vader before me. Thank you, Fred.

On Wednesday, as we were heading to your cremation, 6 days on the road started playing, I felt like you were sending me a message, we had prepared for your journey well. Thank you, Fred.

After your cremation, as we were driving out of the parking lot, Bop started playing, Melissa said “no way”, but I know you will always find a way to help me and take care of me. Thank you, Fred.

I am going to be OK, going to have to learn a new way of life, I will never stop loving and missing you. So enjoy your family time now, when I get there, I will need as much Fred time as I can get. In the mean time, find a seat, have a nap, wait for me, I will come when it is my time. I know that you don’t mind waiting, I love you!

I will just take it minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day, week by week, month by month, and year by year. I will do my best to be Your Tough Kid.

I love you! I love you! I love you!.

Love you, Miss you, Want you

You may think that I'm talkin' foolish

You've heard that I'm wild and I'm free

You may wonder how I can promise you now

This love that I feel for you always will be

But you're not just time that I'm killin'

I'm no longer one of those guys

As sure as I live, this love that I give

Is gonna be yours until the day that I die

Oh, baby, I'm gonna love you forever

Forever and ever , I love you Fred

As long as old men sit and talk about the weather

As long as old women sit and talk about old men

If you wonder how long I'll be faithful

I'll be happy to tell you again

I'm gonna love you forever and ever

Forever and ever, I love you Fred

They say time takes its toll on a body

Makes the young girls brown hair turn gray

But honey, I don't care, I ain't in love with your hair

And if it all fell out, well, I'd love you anyway

They say time can play tricks on a memory

Make people forget things they knew

Well, it's easy to see, it's happenin' to me

I've already forgotten every woman but you

Oh, darlin', I'm gonna love you forever

Forever and ever, I love you Fred

As long as old men sit and talk about the weather

As long as old women sit and talk about old men

If you wonder how long I'll be faithful

Well, just listen to how this song ends

I'm gonna love you forever and ever

Forever and ever, I love you Fred

I'm gonna love you forever and ever

Forever and ever, forever and ever

Forever and ever, I love you Fred

I worked with and knew Fred for the past 15 years. This was such a sad loss to lose a kind , caring individual like Fred. One of the hardest working guys in the company, could outwork most of the crew half his age. He will be sadly missed by myself and the whole company he worked for.

My brother-in-law. I was so shocked and sad when I found out you had passed. I wanted to get in my vehicle to be by my sisters side. You were such a giving, caring, loving individual. As soon as it’s safe I will be by her side. Even though I know you are looking out for all of them. Because that’s who you are. Love you my sister Lucille ❤️ Melissa & Daniel; Maria; Freddie; Sam & Ryan; Mila and Tilley; Samantha and Kenneth. Thank you all for taking care of your Mother/Mother-in-law/Grandma. Miss you all so much ❤️

Hi Bro, today you got cremated. After the feasts were over in Pine Creek and Brandon and the Sacred Fires were allowed to go out we went to put out 'feast food' for you and sent prayers to guide you on your journey home back to creator. Your contract has been fulfilled. It was a shock to get a call from Mary, letting me know that you died around 5 a.m. Alberta time. It was more of a shock when I found out you were sick...it broke my heart that I could not be there for you in your final months. You and I have been through alot; the 'times you got a licken' because I was 'running away' from the dysfunction in our home' or when we would play music 'Fly Like an Eagle' and the 'whole point' would hear the tunes whether they wanted to listen to our rock or not.' I'm so glad we had our visit when we did. So true, what your obituary says you were the perfect host and hostess (Lucille) and you drove me and Dave all the way to BC to see those beautiful FALLS. I will miss you and your 'stale jokes' and your awesome sense of humor. To Lucille and Family...if you need anything, please call us..if you don't have the number, call Tina and she will give it to you. Take comfort in knowing that I had the picture of his embers Mary sent when the fire was dying out looked at by a friend. She has unique site. She said as soon as she saw the picture, the red embers looked like a skull; Side view in the smoke, she saw a male face, left and female face, right; they look like in their thirties, but from a few decades ago. Under their faces, she saw outlines of lots of people. When she first saw the picture, she started to cry...she felt grief, but a sense of relief too. He is not suffering anymore. Sis, we are sad we won't be there for tomorrow's ceremony, but know that we love you all.

Our deepest condolences Lucille, Melissa, Earl, Maria, Freddie, Sam, Ryan, Mila, and Aubrey. Our hearts and prayers are with you thru this difficult time. Love you all very much. May he fly high over the mountains to his resting place. <3

My Dear Fred = I will remember you in the morning sunrise n the highways east and west we traveled to visit one another. "I loved you so much broski." Fly high over the mountain tops n find your resting place. Hug our family and keep us safe until we meet again. RIP brother - Love your baby sister and Larrie <3

I love you! I miss you so much. I take comfort in knowing that you are with all our family that have gone before us. I am sure they are surrounding you with love and hugs. I know that you will watch over all of us and will greet us with your loving hugs and kisses when it is our time. Remember, I told you to take a bench and wait for me, have a nap, enjoy your time with family, I will come when it is my time. Please take my Mom and your Mom and Dad on whatever adventures that you and my Dad go on. I will love you forever. And I will always do my best to be "Your tough Kid" Love you lots!