Daddy’s Mesha... you were the purest soul to ever grace this planet... no hate, no hidden motives, or agendas, just love for a new day. I can’t go on without you my baby boy, my life, my reason for living. I can’t wake up without you beside me no more and see you smiling at daddy, but your great gedo NICK will take care of you until daddy can come be with you. You were the best son any man could hope for and I am so proud of you mesha. You showed this world a pure ness that it really needed and a fighting spirit so above your daddy’s that proud doesn’t even come close to how I feel that you were my son. I will dearly miss our car rides and trips to the beach and Manitoba, our slurpees and hot dogs from sev, our music listening and your amazing dance moves, the feel of your coarse hair in my hand, and your smile.... god your smile. I don’t know how someone is supposed to go on with half a heart torn out. I am devastated I will never see you again in this world my son, but daddy will be there before you know it, and we can explore heaven together. I love you more than life itself daddy’s mesha!
